The New Things That I See In My Life

Few months I had never update my blog.

I still remember my last blog is talking about Moment.

This time, I am going to share about 

New Things That I See in My Life.

I have a busy time in this few weeks, 

assignment, 

part time job, 

some performance 

and also my class.

And I fall in sick last few weeks ago.

Sometimes, 

I feel exhausting and start asking myself 

why I made myself exhausting?

After I sick, I start to think back my own road.

What I need?

What I want?

What I want to do in my future?

Did I choose the right way?

I would like to tell myself

Yes, I got it.

I know what I am doing and know what I want to do.

Now, you may ask

What is the new thing that you get in your life?

Confident.

I got my new confident.

I have my own ‘car’ and drive it on my way.

Everyone have own way.

What for that we care the people are suspect us?

Is time to tell myself,

I choose a right way for myself.

I want use my own color brush to pain my wall.

They have 3 Legs

 You see a person who got 3 legs before?
 I am sure you saw them before,
 Because they are around us.
 Now,
 You know who are them?
 They are BLIND.
 They can't see anything without black or white colour.
 How was they world?
 Only they know.
 Everytime I saw them,
 I will feel that they are the person who can face their life
 When facing trouble.
 They can't see anything,
 They just use another "leg" to help them see their life.
 I always admire them because they never give up their life.
 Sometimes,
 I will think about myself.
 If I become blind,
 then what should I do.
 All the things that I see is that on BLACK / WHITE colour.
 I think the first thing that I do after I become blind is 
 try to give up  My life.
 They are Blind.
 BUT
 They are brave.
 They persist.
 They try.
 They NEVER GIVE UP.

They have 3 Legs

 You see a person who got 3 legs before?
 I am sure you saw them before,
 Because they are around us.
 Now,
 You know who are them?
 They are BLIND.
 They can't see anything without black colour.
 How was there world?
 Only they know.
 Everytime I saw them,
 I will feel that they are the person who can face their live.
 They can't see anything,
 They just use another "leg" to help them walk their live.
 I always admire them because they never give up

 "A moment like this, some people wait a life time..."
 You know what the song name is?
 Leona Levis song which name "A Moment Like This".

 A lot of type moment in our life.

 Someone say:

 "We don’t know what will be happening on next moment."

 Maybe can be dead, laugh, sad or others.

 For example: 

 Happiness Moment.
 Sweet Moment.

 Broken-Hearted Moment. 

 Trouble Moment.
 Failure Moment.
 Victory Moment.
 For me,

 I always remember the happiness moment and failure moment.

 Happiness moment reminds me must be always happy in life.

 Just a smile to everyone, 

 My heart become cheerful and feels this world is full of mirth.

 How about failure moment?
 We face a lot of failure moment in our life.
 I will always use it to remind me 

 Don't do the same mistakes.

 And also I use the moment as my experience.

 Of course,

 It is too many moment in our life.

 And we must treasure every moment with

 Friends, Family, and also our partner.

 We should always concern the other, B

 Because they maybe leave us on next moment.

 Besides that, we should always remember the

 Moment that deserve to keep in our heart.

 When we are old,

 Moment is the only one instrument to make us

 Happy.

想 · 生命

 一道很简单的问题。
 什么是生命？
 或许你能回答，或许你回答不了。
 那正确答案是什么呢？
 或许这世界上没人能给到最真的答案。
 有人说：“生命很短暂，我们应该珍惜。”
 有人说：“生命应该要慢慢享受呢！”
 到底谁对谁错呢？
 每当我乘搭巴士，
 我的脑海就会开始想，
 开始出现一幕幕画面。
 我就会问我自己，
 生命到底是什么呢？
 我心中的答案会是：我不知道。
 我该如何回答着这问题？
 我想这是一道很抽象的问题，
 那答案就应该是很抽象的吧...
 例如：
 上帝恩赐您的礼物；
 三生修来的福；
 或者其他。
 第二道问题。
 日子过得艰苦，为什么你会选择续命？
 这问题或许大家都能回答说：
 我爸妈生我下来；
 我要珍惜上帝的恩赐；
 或者你想象中就是那样。
 许多不一样的答案。
 那最正确的呢？
 或许我们没有办法找到最真的答案，
 因为这是生命。
 只要想想，
 什么是生命呢？

 你的答案有会是....？

Think · Life

 Just a simple question.
 What is LIFE?
 Maybe you can answer or maybe you can't.
 What is the correct answer?
 No one knows.
 Some people say:"LIFE is short, we must treasure it."
 Some people say:"LIFE is long, we must enjoy it.
 Which is the correct answer?
 As I was in the bus,
 My brain started thinking
 and also flashed some pictures of LIFE.
 And I asked myself.
 What is LIFE?
 For me,
 My answer was: Don't know.
 I can't think about it.
 What should I answer?
 This is the imagine question
 and
 I think the answer might be imagine also.
 For example:
 God Gift.
 You did something good in your previous generation.
 Or others.
 The second question.
 Why you choose to continue your LIFE?
 Even the LIFE is exhausting.
 I think a lot of people can answer it.
 Maybe the answer can be...
 Because my parents born me.
 Because I want treasure god gift.
 Or whatever you think it to be.
 A lot of different answer.
 So...
 Which one is correct?
 We can't get the correct answer for this two question.
 Because this is LIFE.
 Of course,
 I am not want you go die or what.
 Just think about it.
 What is LIFE?
 And what you will answer this question?

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No Pain No Gain

 No pain no gain.
 I was drunk yesterday night.
 Of course, this is my first time drunk with friends.
 Finally, I was well-oiled.
 My friends are worry about me.
 Carry me, feed water to me.
 And I really can't remember what I did last night.
 I was regret to drunk because
 I lose somethings that stay in my mouth.
 After that, my friends sent me back home.
 From Maluri to puchong.
 I would like to say : Thank You Very Much.
 And I want tell you guys:
 I heard what you guys talking about.
 Haha.
 Finally, I reached home.
 My parents saw me like that,
 They worry about me also,
 They keep asked why I drunk so much.
 From this moment,
 I feel the Love of Parents, especially my father.
 Love of Friends too.
 I sure that Mr. Zel Wei become regret because
 He made me drunk to much.
 Anyway, a very thankful to my parents and my friends.
 Made you guys worry about me.
 No pain no gain.
 I lose somethings but I got somethings.
 And I want try to get back the things that I had lose.
 God Bless me.

From abc to ABC

 The first greeting from my friends now is :
 How are you? How your college life? Is it funny?
 I still remember the period that I study in Confucian.
 Now, I have changed a lot.

 From abc to ABC,
 My life is different.
 Why?
 Because I am a University Student.
 Speak ENGLISH everyday,
 and the important things is...
 I must change my ATTITUDE.

 For example:
 Do revision everyday.
 Done the assignment that gave by the lecturer.
 Try to speak ENGLISH everyday.
 This is a big challenge for me,
 I even never try to use ENGLISH as my conversation.
 Of course,
 I got Chinese friends in my college,
 We usually speak CHINESE or CANTONESE.
 How about ENGLISH?
 I just can tell myself.
 Try to SPEAK.
 I feel happy in my college life.
 Why?
 Because life is short.
 We should treasure everything.
 What will be happen next moment?
 We don't know.
 I just know how to take my time to do what I want to do.
 In this few month,
 I learn how to respect, to take care, teamwork.
 This is the important knowledge in college,
 We should learn this kind of knowledge.
 In college,
 No Alone.
 If you sit alone,
 You will not become successful in college.
 In social life,
 Respect and teamwork is the important knowledge.
 No them No life.

 Hope I can paint my beautiful life in my college life.

相遇后

  这次的聚会让我体会不少东西。
  或许你们会觉得我很安静，不出声的男孩。
  其实，
  我并不是你们现象中的那样。
  因为，
  这是我第一次参与这样聚会，
  我不知道要说些什么；
  也不知道要做些什么。
  不过，
  我很开心见到你们，
  和你们相遇，
  希望下次还有这样的聚会，
  那么我就能慢慢融你们，
  慢慢的适应有你们朋友的世界。
  谢谢你们的对待，
  我会努力的融进去的。

  晚上，
  我回去母校，
  看见以前的队友都有来，
  虽然并不多，
  但是有心就好。
  在管乐团6年了，
  不多不少始终有点不舍。
  这次相遇后，
  不知道下次的相遇会是在几时。
  我第一次坐在台下想着我们的回忆，
  你们的曲子的确有感动到我，
  谢谢你们。
  你们一定要加油，
  为未来的世界做好更多的准备，
  你们是能的，
  要相信自己。
  希望下次我看到的是更棒的你们，
  加油！
 

  相遇是一种缘分，

  就如树上落下的叶子那样，

  是那么难，

  才能叠在一起。                      ———— 克利斯特玢

  

因为你，我委屈自己。

 那天晚上，
 你主动的找我闲聊，
 我很想拒绝你，
 但，
 你的性格打败了我的睡神。
 和你聊了两个小时，
 你和我说：
 你恋爱了。
 我听了，
 顿时呆了。
 一直等候着你的我，
 只能说：“恭喜你”。
 我，
 还能说什么吗？
 因为你，令我从有希望变得失望；
 因为你，令我从开心变得伤心；
 因为你，令我辛苦建立好的心，给打破了。
 不知道为什么，
 你的喜讯却会是我的哀事。
 我，
 还能做什么吗？
 我只能委屈自己，微笑的对待。
 谢谢你曾经对我好，
 谢谢你曾经的陪伴。
 我是不应该再缠着你了。
 祝福你。

 —— 克利斯特玢

Ulu Yam

 A very good morning.
 I wake up early to prepare what should bring to the trip.
 So far so good. My friend fetched me to KDU.
 I take my breakfast and drink a cup of Milo...
 After that, we wait for the lecturer and the bus which fetching us
 to Ulu Yam.
 After 30 min...
 We start our journey.
 Just a little bit time the bus driver take.
 We have arrived there.
 Firstly, I feel very comfortable to this RiverStone Resort.
 Secondly, I love the natural mountain.
 When we reached there, there have a guild speak to us.
 How is the houses, trees, lake, whatever la...
 We start our games.
 We distributed to group.
 After that we discuss the team name, slogan, cheer and design
 our logo.
 We take our tea after the discussion and start another games.
 Look like there is very easy to play but every games need
 teamwork.
 TEAMWORK! haha...finally we have done our job...yeah!
 After games we take our lunch at there.
 And the next activity is...jungle trekking.
 I feel very happy when I know we have the jungle trekking.
 It is because in this activity we must learn how to help the other,
 how to follow the person in front of you,
 step by step, trust to the other and a lot of things.
 I feel excited in this, because I love Natural very much.
 I would like to walk into the jungle, swim under the sea.
 No matter how difficult, I also will do that.
 Some people fall down, some people helping...
 Is good...
 But something are very disappointed. Why?
 Because I can't see the beautiful view when we climb up there.
 We have no other choice.
 We just go back.
 I feel very tired but excited.
 Hope that we will get the nice trip in our study.
 I am waiting for YOU...my natural!

KD Sri Klang

 KD Sri Klang?
 你是否有听过这地方？
 这就是我国海军队所驻地。
 2006年被命名为KD Sultan Abdul Aziz Shah。
 因为当天爸爸的助手，
 所以爸爸一早就带我去那里了。
 大概2小时后， 
 我们到达那里了。
 在进入军营的沿路中，
 看见有许多残破的商店，
 简直像个死城，
 我终于能想象得到，
 灾难后的死城，
 是长什么样子的。
 终于，我们到了。
 天啊！
 好好的环境，
 每棵树木、每一样东西都有属于自己的名字。
 虽然早上没什么人， 
 只看见海军队在课室里准备上课。
 而我们就开始工作了，
 听着船只的鸣笛声、风的吹来，
 简直是好舒服的地方啊！
 突然，
 天空吹起一片乌云，
 天真不做美！
 唯有离开那里了。
 第一次到国防部之一的的海军驻地，
 看见一座机关枪，
 我那么大孩子第一次看见机关枪！
 虽然已经残旧，
 不过我相信马来西亚是和平的国家，
 所以没需要要武力强大的武器。
 再加上海军的纪律都很好，不错！
 当然，
 如果这世界还有战争，
 我想象不到我们的身处环境会是什么结果。
 无论怎样，
 希望活在一个没有战争世界，
 和平啦！

  这是其中一棵树。很特别！

   天黑了！

  机关枪！棒！

  

看不到的生活 - 尼泊尔同事

  
 今天同事闲聊，聊下聊下，
 他...说了他的故事...
 我问他说：尼泊尔美吗？
 他说：当然美！
 我再问他：你几时有回乡下？
 他说：4年后...
 我惊讶到好奇的问： 为什么？
 他回答说：签约到这里工作，那就要等约期结束啊！
 我继续问：为什么来这里工作呢？
 原来，
 尼泊尔的生活就是耕种和放牧。
 早上起来，吃过早饭，就去农田...
 大概下午两点就回家咯！
 有的时候还放牧呢！
 他接着说：
 这样的生活赚不到钱养不到家，所以出国工作。
 我没有打断他的话，
 他也有告诉我
 说：这里一个月RM1500++，扣除生活费，
        一年可以存下RM15,000...
 我问：这样够吗？
 他说：当然不够，要家人生活好一点就要赚多一点钱。
 过后，
 我回想他所说的，
 离开家里来到马来西亚工作，
 多多少少一点会想念家人啊，
 5年没得和家人相见，
 心，
 一定非常非常想念呢...
 再想：
 有时候人有足够的衣，食，住就应该感到安慰呢，
 有人生活贫苦有人富裕，
 无论生活如何，
 都应该学会珍惜与满足，

 因为，
 这世界还有很多我们看不到的角落...

过客

 我们常说
 ：“冥冥中相遇就是一种缘分。”
 原来啊，
 缘分不只是这样呢，
 缘分可是一种短暂得来又有点无奈的感觉。
 看着那些照片，
 真的很怀念，
 可惜，
 那一切都是一种短暂的回忆。
 或许，
 我不属于你们任何人，
 或许，
 我只是那一瞬间的过客，
 来匆匆，去匆匆，
 没有什么值得你们去留念。
 天意弄人，
 要彼此之间的缘分
 断就断，
 合就合，
 从来不是掌握在我们的手里。
 19岁了，
 难道还要像从前那样，
 要笑就笑，说哭就哭了吗？
 红橙黄绿蓝靛紫，
 大家所看到的世界不一样，
 强迫自己挤进去，
 只会伤害彼此的关系。
 也许，
 我是时候离开了。

 再见。

 

走进社会的半个月

 2月17日，
 我走进了社会，
 当一名招待员。
 在Neway工作有半个月了，
 我觉得这份工看起来很简单，
 但原来不简单。
 还记得第一天工作，
 各位Senior都很乐意教会我，
 我也很努力去学，
 但Senior还是觉得我紧张了些，
 要我放轻松。
 渐渐的，
 学到的知识如日常用品，
 每天都用到，
 所以慢慢的大家觉得我稳定了，
 赞同给我独自担当几间房间。
 这几天，
 我终于明白当招待员的心情，
 原来是那么难受的。
 当被顾客说这说那的时候，
 我只能说：“不好意思，我是新来的。”
 我想：半个月后我还能这样说吗？
 人总是要学会成长，
 做这种类型的工作，早就遇到会有这种事情。
 有时在想：我的选择是对的吗？
 一位老师和我说：“ 走就对了， 别三心两意！”
 对！我曾告诉自己我的选择，我要做完！
 社会，
 原来不是我想象中的那么友善，
 若一不小心，就会跌入陷阱。
 大家心目中都是会有竞争的，
 战斗力不强，
 那么就会被人踏着上，
 自己永远是配角。
 我，
 明白了，
 要在社会立足，可有好多只是等着我去学呢！

Listen - Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

the time has come for my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard

They will not be pushed aside on words

Into your own all 'cause you won't

Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind

You should have known

now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on

If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've gotta find my own, my own

听这首歌在我心中 

我已经有了旋律，但无法完成 

倾听来自内心深处的声音 

这只是开始向外释放 

时间已经到了我的梦想被听见 

他们不会被推开，转身 

到你自己的一切，因为你不会听 

听着，我一个人在一个十字路口 

我不在家，在我自己的家 

而且我一直尝试说出在心头的 

你应该知道 

现在我再相信你 

你不知道我的感受 

我比你对我更加 

我跟着你给我的声音 

但现在我要找到我自己 

你应该有听过，有一个人在这里 

我以为有人死了那么久以前 

我尖叫了，我的dreams'll被听到 

他们不会被推开文字 

到你自己的一切，因为你不会听 

听着，我一个人在一个十字路口 

我不在家，在我自己的家 

而且我一直尝试说出在心头的 

你应该知道 

现在我再相信你 

你不知道我的感受 

我比你对我更加 

我跟着你给我的声音 

但现在我要找到我自己 

我不知道我属于哪里 

但我要向前迈进 

如果不这样做，如果你不 

听这首歌在我心中 

我已经有了旋律，但我会完成 

现在我再相信你 

你不知道我的感受 

我比你对我更加 

我跟着你认为你的声音给我 

但现在我要找到我自己，我自己 

一个人生活

 最近，
 我在面子书上和朋友们分享最近的心情，
 朋友们都有关心我，
 很感谢你们，
 不过我要告诉你们，我没有另一半。
 只是看了某些事物，
 和一位我的朋友的开启，
 让我联想到在爱情世界的观念。
 爱情，
 对我来说不太重要，
 而是我不想强迫自己去接受某个人。
 一个人的生活，
 未必是件不好的事，
 了解我的人，
 都知道我是很爱自由的，
 因为我不想为了照顾另一个人而绑住自己。
 昨日，
 独自去逛街，
 我觉得好自在，
 没人管我啦，没人吵我啦，
 没人说这说那，
 就一直往自己的路一直走，
 就算走到尽头，无路了，
 也不会责怪自己。
 朋友们，
 面子书上的我所说的你，
 的确是有着一个人，
 因为我不能对这个人做出伤害，
 所以我不说出这个人是谁。
 谢谢你们的关心。

 就算要逼自己虚假的对待，
 我也愿意。

存在音乐世界的你们 长大了！

 好庆幸的，
 我能够观赏曾经带领的管乐团演出。
 这次的演出可是和以往不一样，
 因为这次是在商场演出。
 开始的时候，
 听到你们玩的声音，
 虽然不是很好，
 但是，
 最后你们还是勇敢踏出第一步。
 那么就没有和你们聊天，
 感觉上你们都长大了，
 无论是在纪律、团队精神、演奏技术等，
 都有很好的进步。
 我真的很开心能看到你们这样，
 证明了我们曾经付出的都没有浪费。
 不过，
 我想告诉你们，
 好的音乐是能让听众想象到画面，
 要让观众想象到画面，
 那么，
 你们就要用心去演奏了。
 音乐是一种很奇妙的东西，
 有快乐、悲伤、兴奋、愤怒等等的情绪，
 我相信你们一定能做得到。
 加油！

时间可证明一切

 人，有多少时间？
 哪一个时间才是属于自己的呢？
 看看这个图片：

 是一张很普遍的图片，
 我要表达的是，
 每个人的时间都不一样，
 但是，每个人都有属于自己的时间。

 分享：
 昨日，我一大早就出门去，
 上了一辆可以说行驶得很慢的巴士，
 80km / hour 那种，
 我看看司机，
 怎么是女的？
 原来，她是新的司机。
 本来40分钟的车程，变成了1个小时。
 如果是平常的司机，我会没有耐心，
 但她却能让我的耐心完全消失，
 因为，
 她证明了她自己。

 我有一个朋友，
 那选择了法律系，
 有些朋友说，
 等到她读完，年纪都不小了。
 我想，这也是哦。
 但我相信有一天，
 她能证明她自己它的选择是对的。

 各位，
 时间真的能够证明一切的，
 只要你肯努力和付出，
 成功就在前方等着你！